MJHEP PART 2
اسلام عليكم
Hi
Konnichiwa.
Im back again. انشاء الله today I will talk about マトリクスの生活 (Matrix life) in MJHEP. The truth is, me, myself still cant believe that I could finally survive in those adventures. Praise to الله for this meaningful journey.
Fisrt week as a matrix life, I felt like "How can I survive in this course? Can I be able to learn all these things? " Yes. Everyday has a lot of quizzes (goi,bunpou,kanji,choukai) and also, every 2 weeks, we will have 確認テスト（kakunin test). These tests are for nihongo carry marks. Meanwhile, for rikei (sciences class), also every 2 weeks, there will be either quizzes or tests. Sometimes, in one day, we will have kakunin test and also chemistry test. Only Allah knows our feelings. Before the test, I can see all my friends struggle a lot, stay up, reading while eating (?) and so on lah. I can see the efforts. Thank you Allah for letting me be around with them. While me, hmm I dont know whether Im a type of "struggling person" or not. Only the one who really knows me can detect my personality :)
On the first sem, Im really2 felt like to get out from this program. Seriously I cannot bear it anymore. I called Ibu and tell everythings (my carrymarks, my understanding in every subject). It getting worst. I cried through the phone. - but I put the phone mic far so that Ibu won't listen me crying. :')) Hmm. Anak sulung memang camni kut.
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Sebenarnya, ada 2 SEM dekat MJHEP ni. First nama dia Zenki, second nama dia Kouki. Between tu ada shortsem. eh jap. 3 SEM la kannn. Okey. Tak penting pun.
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Actually, the time where I want to give up was when Zenki. Based on the results, I felt like there is no hope. :) Until, one day ,.. One of my sahabat(s) told me "Mija, Allah gives what you need, not what you want. Allah test you because He love you. Ujian hebat untuk orang hebat. Believe in Him. I know you can get through these hardships. Ada dua orang dekat rumah yang nak tengok kau fly and jadi penyumbang kepada umat." Again. 泣いた T.T
From that, I promised to myself that I will never look back. I must walk forward. That time, it only left 2 weeks before kimatsu (final exam). I called Ibu again, text my schoolmates for what? I want to ask for the forgiveness. I told Ibu to pray for me. I met sensei tachi and told everything. The best part is when all the sensei treat me like their own daughter. It was so touching. 💓
2 weeks were so meaningful. Study with my friends, fukushuu dengan personal sensei(roommates), rikai(understand) senpai's question. And...
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The week of the kimatsu. yes. I admit that a lot of the questions, I could not do it well. But what can I do? Cry? No.
"TAWAKAL"is the only thing that we can do after all the efforts being done. I know that I did not put much efforts. I remember this "You will get something depends on what you do". of course, it gives a big impact for me. After the kimatsu ended, I leave everything to الله
Whatever happened, I must be a grateful person. Syukur.
...
And alhamdulillah. I passed the exams. Hanya Allah yang tahu perasaan aku masa tu. Syukur Ya Allah. Aku masih diberi peluang untuk berada dalam MJHEP. From that, I start with a new vision. "YNWA. I must be in group. Susah senang kita harungi bersama." I know, what i get today is from the du'a from the best person behind me. Whoever you are, hanya Allah yang mampu balas semuanya. I pray that everyone who be with me during hardships and also during happiness, will always be in His Protection. أٰمِيْنَ
When in Kouki, alhamdulillah. It was not same like Zenki. My life in Kouki is much better compared to Zenki.
(28 May 2018-1 March 2019) Matrix life was finally finished. Thank you a lot for those who are behind me, support me, pray for me. Thank you for everything. Senpai tachi to sensei gata mo, doumo arigatou gozaimashita. But not forget to my parents who keep supporting me until the end.
No words could I use describe them. 💜💜
マトリクスにいろいろなことを教えてくれて、皆様、どうもありがとうございました。
U1とU2 にも頑張りましょう。💪💪
Hi
Konnichiwa.
Im back again. انشاء الله today I will talk about マトリクスの生活 (Matrix life) in MJHEP. The truth is, me, myself still cant believe that I could finally survive in those adventures. Praise to الله for this meaningful journey.
Fisrt week as a matrix life, I felt like "How can I survive in this course? Can I be able to learn all these things? " Yes. Everyday has a lot of quizzes (goi,bunpou,kanji,choukai) and also, every 2 weeks, we will have 確認テスト（kakunin test). These tests are for nihongo carry marks. Meanwhile, for rikei (sciences class), also every 2 weeks, there will be either quizzes or tests. Sometimes, in one day, we will have kakunin test and also chemistry test. Only Allah knows our feelings. Before the test, I can see all my friends struggle a lot, stay up, reading while eating (?) and so on lah. I can see the efforts. Thank you Allah for letting me be around with them. While me, hmm I dont know whether Im a type of "struggling person" or not. Only the one who really knows me can detect my personality :)
On the first sem, Im really2 felt like to get out from this program. Seriously I cannot bear it anymore. I called Ibu and tell everythings (my carrymarks, my understanding in every subject). It getting worst. I cried through the phone. - but I put the phone mic far so that Ibu won't listen me crying. :')) Hmm. Anak sulung memang camni kut.
...
Sebenarnya, ada 2 SEM dekat MJHEP ni. First nama dia Zenki, second nama dia Kouki. Between tu ada shortsem. eh jap. 3 SEM la kannn. Okey. Tak penting pun.
....
Actually, the time where I want to give up was when Zenki. Based on the results, I felt like there is no hope. :) Until, one day ,.. One of my sahabat(s) told me "Mija, Allah gives what you need, not what you want. Allah test you because He love you. Ujian hebat untuk orang hebat. Believe in Him. I know you can get through these hardships. Ada dua orang dekat rumah yang nak tengok kau fly and jadi penyumbang kepada umat." Again. 泣いた T.T
From that, I promised to myself that I will never look back. I must walk forward. That time, it only left 2 weeks before kimatsu (final exam). I called Ibu again, text my schoolmates for what? I want to ask for the forgiveness. I told Ibu to pray for me. I met sensei tachi and told everything. The best part is when all the sensei treat me like their own daughter. It was so touching. 💓
2 weeks were so meaningful. Study with my friends, fukushuu dengan personal sensei(roommates), rikai(understand) senpai's question. And...
...
The week of the kimatsu. yes. I admit that a lot of the questions, I could not do it well. But what can I do? Cry? No.
"TAWAKAL"is the only thing that we can do after all the efforts being done. I know that I did not put much efforts. I remember this "You will get something depends on what you do". of course, it gives a big impact for me. After the kimatsu ended, I leave everything to الله
Whatever happened, I must be a grateful person. Syukur.
...
And alhamdulillah. I passed the exams. Hanya Allah yang tahu perasaan aku masa tu. Syukur Ya Allah. Aku masih diberi peluang untuk berada dalam MJHEP. From that, I start with a new vision. "YNWA. I must be in group. Susah senang kita harungi bersama." I know, what i get today is from the du'a from the best person behind me. Whoever you are, hanya Allah yang mampu balas semuanya. I pray that everyone who be with me during hardships and also during happiness, will always be in His Protection. أٰمِيْنَ
When in Kouki, alhamdulillah. It was not same like Zenki. My life in Kouki is much better compared to Zenki.
(28 May 2018-1 March 2019) Matrix life was finally finished. Thank you a lot for those who are behind me, support me, pray for me. Thank you for everything. Senpai tachi to sensei gata mo, doumo arigatou gozaimashita. But not forget to my parents who keep supporting me until the end.
No words could I use describe them. 💜💜
マトリクスにいろいろなことを教えてくれて、皆様、どうもありがとうございました。
U1とU2 にも頑張りましょう。💪💪
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| bon odori no toki |
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| zenki no butsuri kurasu |
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| sensei ni shokuji wo kurete |
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| kizuna 1.0 |
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| last nihongo class for matrix |
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